Progress...

Promise me something, okay? Don't ever allow yourself to ignore how you feel about something...or someone because it may hurt. I can tell you now it hurts a whole fucking lot more to ignore it than it does to face it. No ones good with expressing their feelings because no one enjoys being vulnerable, that doesn't mean it isn't worth it.

I've made this mistake most of my life - I've missed out on a whole fucking lot because of it but recently I've been making progress. I can tell you that while it's stressful at first it feels so much better after it's out there  where someone else can share the burden. 

I'm changing a lot about my life right now, this is just first step and I'm excited. 

xx

"Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare; addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you'd follow them straight to hell, just to keep getting your fix."

- Karen Marie Moning, Shadowfever